You just have no idea, no idea at all. I wish you knew, I wish I knew.. But it's not that simple. Nothing is simple, and i've come to realize, it's hopeless. Right? All I can think of is that look, the exact look. And it's killing me. But nice and gentle.. Is that even possible? I can tell you, it is. Why is it so hard? Just come here, and i'll make everything alright.. HEHE